Five Years and Counting...

It started with a genuine friendship.. sa head band to be specific..Who would expect that when he borrowed my headband..it was already a start of something new.

We became friends later on classmates..And here's our NSTP held every weekends at Cebu City Zoo. Even though we came here to sweep and get rid of those weeds it became a sanctuary for us. Wherein we can talk everything under the sun or gloomy clouds from our childhood memories till current events even those topics that only us can understand. None of our classmates will bother. I've got no idea back then that this guy named Chuckie Boyboy back then (Chuckie de Leon naman sya run) was already falling in love with me but I already suspected since they would tease if they saw us together.Unfortunately I had a boyfriend during that time (Jeffren Maderse whose married now) and had conflicting feelings with another guy (Edison Osios who died of a motor accident last April 2006)..Intriguing  right? So I'm not thinking of another complication during that time. I'm just happy that I got someone whom I can burst out everything that I felt. As I expected Chuckie was the one I need during those troublesome life I got before. He's there to make me laugh and comfort when I'm in deep pain. Every minute with him was so light and easy. As if no one can penetrate the bond between us when were together. But before it was just a mere pure friendship for me but for him it was his life..(mao iya ingon 2ng uyab nami).There was a point wherein Jeff threatened me that he would kill me if I'll bother his relationship with another girl to think I got no plans to bother his life anymore. Thank God Chuckie was there during those days to protect me. Basta relief jud kaayo if ever I'm with him.

Then this Pure Friendship we got later on blossomed to something deeper and good thing he got the courage now to burst out his biggest secret and undying admiration to me. It was at the Zoo when he said "Murag nanguyab naman ko sa imo". Obviously he don't know how to say those words in a manly and sweetest way..hahay..then I just smiled..what would he expect I would accept his proposal right there and then? Huh, hayahaya sah! Though he courted girls before but it was just informal and he was not "serious" about it. He made a promise to his Mom that he will look for his Girlfriend by the age of 18 y.o...Unfortunately that didn't hapened..

Then the courtship began..drop calls was really uso during that time every time he got a chance to that be in the mall or on the street that never bothered him.Here comes those poems and songs daily..dili uso sa iya ang chocolates and flowers.Though we're not classmates ato nga time he always see to it nga masundo ko nya every after class and ma.witness jud nya if naa mi class activities like Drama presentation, monologues, etc..Basta murag part na sya sa amo section kay friends nya tanan ako classmates. As I always call him not a typical guy...and that made me want to know him more. Aside from the fact that he'd never been into relationships, that's really a plus! (D pareha nako his my soon to be 6th boyfriend ...hehe)

March 18, 2003...I just love number 18! It was normal day for me. After class I'm about to go home when I decided to drop by at the Ngohiongan just to grab a bite. Unexpectedly here comes the group of Chuckie nga nag pa photocopy and he saw me. Tuara niduol jud dayon ug iya kung gihatod sa dorm.Then we talked..talked till niabot sa point nga naghisgot nako about vacation..ug nahadlok sya coz he knew nga makita nasad nako akong mga ex and I sensed sa iya voice nga murag nawad.an na sya pag.asa..Ug ako sad nga afraid mawala sya nako..kay in reality I also Love him nah..he's terribly special na for me..

I checked my pocket, searching if there's something I can pull up to express how I felt (I'm not a typical girl as well coz even with my past 5 boyfriends dili OO diritso ako i.answer) what I saw were 2 five peso coins..Then I gave it to him.. and he said "Naa pa man ko pamlite". Acting like innocent Huh! Then I said It's two circles ayt? So its OO..then I realized if you added 1+4+3+2 that would be equals to TEN!

And I'm going to share with you our Theme Song..

PASSENGER SEAT by Stephen Speaks

I look at her and have to smile
As we go driving for a while
Looking nowhere in the open window of my car
And as we go the traffic lights
Watch them glimmer in her eyes
In the darkness of the evening

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

We stop to get something to drink
My mind pounds and I can't think
Scared to death to say i love her
Then a moon peeks from the clouds
Hear my heart that beats so loud
Try to tell her simply

That I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I know this love grow

Oh I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat

A Day with my Auntie

I haven't seen my aunt for almost 2 years already. She's the younger sister of my mom. I really adore her and for sure she adored me too..hehe.

Since I was a toddler or maybe before I was born she's always there for me. Not to mention she's one of those people who offers everything as long as she can afford those abubots. I grew up in a rural area where you can hardly see a shopping mall, there's for you to travel for about 3 hours to reach city. You've got to give effort for you to buy the latest goods. I am blessed I got an Aunt like her. It's not hard for me to get those latest trend when it comes to clothing, shoes,movies, books..name it and She'll give that to me. Mama once mentioned that she's quite partial with her other niece and nephews because if she returns home I would get a lot of pasalubong not even half of what my relatives will get from her..

But it's not all about pasalubong that she gave me. It's the untarnished and truthfull love she gave me. Wherein not even a single one in this world can match. Except sa ako Mama ug Bf syempre.She got this unique way of loving and caring you.Though she got a lot of tantrums but still she managed to be sweet and thoughtful in her own way.

I hope you can read this My Beloved Aunt...Every single moment is treasured and never be forgotten. Thank you..If only you know that your one of those people whom I looked up and one of the reason why GEASREEN KAIRYLLE EGAR grew up to be like this..Loving and thoughtful.