I can Be whatever I Wanna Be.

There are lots of things I wanna do...but still I'm not making my steps to get started...

Spoke w/ Jerpon last March 13, 2009, well he's just our TOPNOTCHER for Medical Technology,top as in TOP 1, and I'm very proud and happy for his achievement. His one of those guys whom I've been close when I went to college together with Shan. We just talked about his Med life and his been a scholar and a consistent top student,how amazing is that, unfortunately his not into girls worst bf-gf relationships...so studious, smart yet so funny. I asked him how is it like to be a SCHOLAR med stude, well obviously its not easy like eating pancakes.

Then the story went on regarding my interest in being a doctor someday which is the main reason why I took up Medical Technology but financial instability ruined it. Here comes the scholarship that the school is offering though I'm confident that I can go through the procesess but how about the maintenance not just grades but allowance,books,lodging,...etc. How hard life can be for me to reach my goal?..Upon hearing all my options I made up my mind, why not try? but here's the insecurities and what if's came in..ahhh I hate this. On a second thought I have lots of things to consider in entering this medical school and summing it up, my mind and body is completely ready but not my family and every aspects that surrounds me right now. Then, I guess I have to wait another year. As my Mom said "If ma doctor jud ka, ma doctor ka." So easy to say but totally difficult to accomplish.

Someday, somehow I will be Dr. Geasreen Kairylle Egar (De leon)..hahah and I'll check this blog again with a smile of satisfaction, YES! I made it!..

XOXO