Sunday, September 23, 2007

Dengue Fever


September 17
at 2pm I got home from the office and i found my dad lying on the bed, chilling because of high grade fever.I don't know what to do.First thing that came through my mind was I must take him to the hospital.
Then we went to Sacred Heart Hospital,without any idea what will happen next.And here's the doctor trying to cure my Dad.His CBC and UA were normal. Dr. Uy  mentioned we must not relax just because the lab results were all normal because my Dad is still suffering from myalgia, frontal headache, abdominal pain and high grade fever raging from 39-40 degrees centigrade.He advised that my Dad must be admitted because he suspected that my dad is suffering from Typhoid fever and they must perform Blood culture to confirm his diagnosis but we can't decide right away.His parents must be informed first and let them decide what to do next. So we decided that he will go home.

September 18, 2007 none of us remembered that it was our 54th monthsary because of the situation..I was the first one to remember.I just kissed my Dad and I greeted him and we just cried.By afternoon we went to my Dad's house and waited for his Daddy twas already past 6pm when his Dad arrived so we directly went to his Mother and headed straight to Cebu Doctors Hospital. Now it's already 9pm. Dady's vital signs were checked everything was normal except his temp.Then  for the second time blood was extracted from my Dad for his CBC.It was a painful experience for him because it was done twice the lady performed arterial extraction(it was his 1st tym).We waited for the lab result until 2am.huh..were kinda tired already. At last the result came and it was normal but  the attending physcian advised that there's a need to repeat the CBC, meaning repeat extraction.Ouch!

September 19. His temperature went up and down, even got a pattern, after 4 hours it will go up to 40 degrees centi then it will normalize.

September 20 at 7pm.My dad's 8th and 9th extraction for CBC and his platelet count went down to 96,000 from yesterday's 150,000.I was terrified. That's really below normal and a drastic decrease from the previos result.Now the Doctor diagnosed that my dad is suffering from Dengue fever so we need to monitor his platelet count everyday.The doctor advised that there's no need to admit my dad at the hospital because he can still eat well and move normally. But his fever is still there. Its quite hard for me to take a deep  sleep by that time. I even didn't made it to our team dinner at Patio Isabel. I have to work 11 hours then check my Dad after work.

September 21 at 8pm.We went back to CDH and this would be my Dad's 10th and 11th blood extraction for his CBC.Shockingly the platelet count even went down to 51,000. With that count my Dad can still move well without even experiencing high grade fever.Huh, kinda weird..The doctor then advised that still there's no need to admit my Dad. His mother and the doctor made a deal. If tomorrow my dad's platelet cnt would went down to lower than 50,000 then he must be admitted. Imagine the anxiety that were feeling right at that moment. It was really tough!

September 22 @ 6pm. Long waited moment. My dad got his 12th and 13th blood extraction. By 8pm finally we got the result.My dad even teased me.When I saw the result WHEEww what a relief.. His platelet count went up to 100,000.Yeheeyy.God is indeed Great..he saved my dad from a terrible disease.
September 23.Now I'm here writing this blog.OBVIOUS BAH..

Thursday, September 13, 2007

THE SENSES

 

The SIGHT of you makes my body weak
from my toe raging towards my neck
I can see how you move, how you talk
from the smallest details, even how you walk
I SEE it all.

The SMELL of you makes my nose bleed
I don't know how it's going to end nor lead
I could even smell the sweet scent of your hair
down to where my eyes would stare
I SMELL it all.

The SOUND of you makes my insides curl
Starting from my intestines until everything would swirl
I can hear your voice gentle as the morning breeze
That will make everything in me freeze
I HEAR it all.

The FLAVOR of your perfume is enticing
it hightens my spirit making you exciting
I tasted your sweetness from body to soul
And I need you from head,limb and all
I like to TASTE it all

The FEELING of you makes my body shiver
It would never be the same until forever
I can feel your heart pounding so hard
And I'll gamble everything even my last card
I need to FEEL it all.

The SENSES in me malfunctions
As I feel with you high emotions
But with this kind of situation
I will always love you without condition
I SENSE it all.
 
by Chuckie de Leon

I LOVE YOU


Inspired by you
Longing for you
Owing everything to few
Vital to the one you know
Everything is good

Yelling out of mood
Offering my love to one
Until one would come

Inspite the ups and downs,

Laughing myself with clowns
Onsetting everything for you
Velvet colors preventing it from going blue
Eaves dropping to hear it all

Yawning but avoiding my fall
Only you I love and you know it
Usually abstaining myself and I can't eat

Keeping my love alive
Explaining it to my heart
Everything that you are to my life
Nothing would change that on earth.
 
by Chuckie de Leon

KEEN

G
etting the girl of my dreams

Everything I'll give just for her to be mine
Altering in every way the results of FLAMES
Seeking the path I'd chosen towards her line
Running the road,the path I've chosen to take
Expecting absolutely nothing in return
Excited of the feeling I've got that is not fake
Nothing will stop me from loving her turn

Keeping and hiding my emotions from bursting out
Assertive, double-checking my actions in every way I can
Inside me I'm losing my voice of screaming so loud
Racing for my life to be the only man
Yearning and longing for her love to bloom
Learning all possible aspects about her
Laughing and crying on the results of my plea
Emmitting every bad curse embeded my tomb

Entering a world of a different view
Gateway to the life whom I must know
Across the path I've taken, I met you
Rummaging everything that would hinder me
loving you.

by Chuckie de Leon

This is all for you...=)

How happy I walked towards home..how sad I walked into my room.
Millions of things I've been thinking.Only one thing I've been longing.I met this girl in one place. I've got to get her in one pace. by the time I knew her whole life.I tried to never tell a lie.These things I've been doing for her. I've never done it to my former. What Pleases me most, To see her smile to the utmost.i could never see her so sad.Better I'm the one who feels bad.
I could never give her richness.But the fact of her loveliness makes me fall to my knees and pray that you will search in me someday.With my heart I confront my love.Someday be blessed by God above.What could I do now she's going back.My senses returned which was blocked.
Day after day I think of her.Wishing that I'd said,"alright there". The weakness inside holds me.Everytime I've tried to say thee.What I'm feeling for her she knows.The intensity in me grows.I love her deep and truest kind.Funny to say it stops my mind.I'm holding the feeling that's true.Different from falling in love though.True love I should call it that way.So you've better listen and stay.Be gone if I'm telling it false.
The way I fought you know it goes.The things that I've heard about you.I've repressed and suppressed.But its eating my mind in whole.With its effects on my true role.This insecurity inside must be for a while set aside.Instead, love her for who she is.Than think of her past without bliss.Set a mind that would protect her and guard her from various wooer.For I will be there atone. And my love will be hers alone.

This'll be all for my beloved.
Whom i truly cared and loved.
 
by Chuckie De Leon